You know what? I'm freaking sick of it. I'm sick of being second place to everything. I'm tired of not being able to help anyone- even though I've been there before, and I know almost EXACTLY what is going through that stupid, thick head. Not only does it stress me out, it makes me feel like crap.
It makes me feel like no matter what I do- I'll never be good enough. And you know...it's turning out to be just like everything else in my life. I'm not good enough for it. I wasn't the greatest to start with, and now that I'm pregnant and hormonal I'm really not anywhere near being close to how "great" I might've been to start with. I really wanna scream right now.
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